Comments | jeremysensei: Well, it's been a long time in coming. (Long rant ahead)

jeremysensei

Well, it's been a long time in coming. (Long rant ahead)

Aug 15, 2007 01:31

That's right all. I am now officially finished. I have had enough. I am tired of the crap.

This is addressed to all the females out there. And I can say this now, in all honesty, because I no longer give a shit about sparing your feelings or saying that “this is out to all the girls but the ones I care about” to protect myself. If the girls out ( Read more... )

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... devil_6018 August 14 2007, 17:30:45 UTC

People can't help feeling the way they feel because the heart is an illogical piece of flesh. I don't know what to say to this because I'm sorry I don't care for you in that way. Please, don't turn into an asshole because of something another person did to you. If you just keep holding on, then that woman who sees you for the amazing gift you are will find you. I don't let my past turn me into a bitch. I don't let my pain translate into anger towards people. I don't want you to get angry at me. I really think that Matt is a good person and I'm glad I'm with him. It's shame I didn't meet you earlier but that's just the way life is. I've let myself love again and I do love you but not in the way you want me to love you. Jeremy, please still be the person I first met and spoke with because I need someone to run to when I have no one else to be my shelter from the pain. I hope that you know that I will keep you safe when you need to hide ( ... )

Re: ... jeremysensei August 14 2007, 17:52:21 UTC

It's not just about you. I believe I said that in the post. It's about every girl I have felt this way about and have had her say what I posted. The "you" I was referring to was to any girl who I know that may read it. Because all girls need to read it and know what they are doing ( ... )

Re: ... devil_6018 August 14 2007, 18:05:11 UTC

Well, I'm not like the other girls. Yes, I like for my significant other to be exciting. Why do you think you're not exciting enough for me? I'm not going to talk about how wrong you are that every female sees the outside and not the inside. I'm going to show you. I don't want bad. I want someone reliable and sweet. I've learned that you can't fix anyone, that if you don't match with a person then you should just move on. If you don't want me to share my sorrow then I won't since it seems to irk you.
And not only women are shallow. Men are too.
You see me as being like all the others but I'm not and I can only show you.
I know you're hurting. I know you want to not care anymore. I know exactly how you feel but I didn't let myself become mean and like the others. Don't let yourself fall into that trap.

Re: ... jeremysensei August 14 2007, 18:34:50 UTC

I am aware that not all girls are the same ( ... )

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cumbum November 5 2007, 03:06:36 UTC

For once, I can actually understand what you mean. I used to do it to my guy friends, when I was going out with this stupid boy I couldn't get over. I would run to them and bitch about it, but I would continue going out with this stupid boy. I finally learned my lesson, and lost those friends, from all the drama I got from that boy I went out with, and whatever else.

I'm sorry if I was ever a prick to you, honestly. I've learned to deal with my own problems, and know when a guy is a fuckhead, and tell them to fuck off when they are trying to take advantage of me. Now I'm just a lonely, crazy, picky ass girl.

I hope things are better.

jeremysensei November 6 2007, 13:25:39 UTC

I am sad that you went through the heartache of being hurt by this "stupid boy". Sometimes the biggest lessons in life are also the most painful ( ... )

cumbum November 6 2007, 17:04:30 UTC

yeah, it's the guy who got angry at you. he tries to tell me every so often he's changed, but i never believe it, and i don't really believe in going back out with someone i didn't work out with in the first place (anymore, rofl)

I'm not cold hearted, but I get scared of going out with anyone, out of fear it might just be me feeling lonely, and taking advantage of a situation or something silly, so i never really act on anything when a person shows interest.

jeremysensei November 6 2007, 17:19:33 UTC

How am I not surprised. Typical projection. He didn't trust you to even talk with someone who was being nice to you, so he gets pissed off at the guy who even looks twice at you. You are "his" and no-one else's. Sad.

Good for you not falling into that trap. It takes something major to force someone to change how they are. Force him to change like he forced you to.

I don't know what to tell you about being scared of going out with anyone. On one hand, I could say not to let someone who would treat you right get away. But on the other hand, if you don't think you are ready, then don't force yourself into something you may regret later. I think you are very mature for seeing this and realizing what it is and how to feel about it. The best thing I can tell you is to do what you think is right. If you think you are okay with being with someone and can let yourself trust him and not compare him or his actions to the ex, then go for it. If not, then don't. Only you know what's in your heart.

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