o boy

refusal

straight up refusal

got it?
great
thanks
bye

o btw

Diane totally randomly showed up at my house after i was just pulling in from kenzs...

twas random and great

then again... so were the swings....
they win

i hate being able to tell the future

i really do

ok
i feel better now

that was all i needed

mmm
happy again!

shitty mood

no reason really
i just feel like shit
it further proves my point that if i dont get someone to talk to me and i lose myself in thought
i lose myself in sadness

brains suck

today i have been:
pissed
depressed
"happy"

yea....

lets hope this doesnt keep up
im not going back to this
i refuse

i also believe it to be possible another is avoiding me....

im probably being paranoid

but hey....
anything is possible with friends right now
my life is really screwed up
and im having sooo much fun during this chaos

still feel pain though...

so i have been hanging with kenz for the day...
get home
get on here the computer

and in a matter of ten minutes(lets go with that)
i manage to piss one of my best friends off

ooo im just that awesome now arent i?
didnt think so
my mood went down....
grrrr

pretty bored right now
pointless entry
stop reading now if u want

ok now u can stop reading
for i am done typing this.................... now!

KENZ YOU ARE UBER DUBER MEGA IMPORTANT TO ME!

mega pissed off at work
i take that back
super duper ultra mega pissed off at work

yea
i get called in when i am not even scheduled to work
big deal right?
more cash for me
that was the positive
the negatives

stupid bitches who dont fucking work!
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so i was bored today
big whoop
o well
so i began to decide to change my myspace song
ended up with some head automatica
brought me back to when i first got my myspace
and it was on lizas
even then...
life was simpler
i wasnt caught up in all of this...
i still had some seniors to talk to in school

and now here i am
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