go ahead and kill me 'cause i'm already dead

dear livejournal... sorry i keep forgetting about you.

but my paper journal is more important to me now-a-days.

i am awake. it's 4 am ( Read more... )

oh, livejournal. i will post something of substance in here eventually.

http://www.egodialogues.com/words-language/huxley-orwell.php

some food for thought.

the funeral took place yesterday. it was really really hard to say goodbye to that empty shell of a man. he will be profoundly missed by all of us touched by his life. i am extremely fortunate and proud to be able to call such a great man "grandpa ( Read more... )

hey guys. i just wanted to tell you about how yesterday when catherine and i escaped for a while to the store... on our way in i was telling her that i was going to pee in her cigarettes and then i realized this man was walking right beside us... and i about died laughing.

i'm so thankful for my friends. my grandpa died last night. he was 83. fortunately, he died peacefully and hopefully painlessly. i don't think he was in pain and that makes me feel good. also, i had the luxury of seeing him one last time, telling him i love him so much. kissing his face. and i got to see my family members saying their goodbyes. i ( Read more... )

i think one of the reasons people find me abrasive is because i don't see the point in being stuffy. it bothers me when people are offended over trivial stuff. there are so many more valid things to get upset about than a curse word or a poop joke. my own mother perplexes me with her inability to accept the facts of life. and it's not just her. she ( Read more... )

so last night i went over to dave's since i hadn't really seen him in almost a week due to the plague i've had. anyway. all would've been fine and dandy had i not been an idiot and realized that i was keeping him awake with my computering in the middle of the night. so this morning i felt SO BAD when he said something about it. i honestly had no ( Read more... )