Эгоистический альтруизм -...
...цветет и благоденствует. И не дано мне знать, хорошо это или плохо.
Across Five Aprils
A Year From Now
Сomplete and total adoration
My gift to you, my heart was yours
Ten weeks you shaped it
And one night you murdered it
Torn from my chest it layed at your feet
That first step you took was the worst
Since then I've walked a thousand miles
In silence short of a mark
I still have these memories
But we will never see what we could have been
Remember when we talked about where we would be in a one year from now
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go
Rememeber cause that's all you can do
We'll never make another memory
We'll never make another memory
I wish I would have died in your arms the last time we were together
So I wouldn't have to wait without you today
This time I thought things were real
You said they were
What happened?..
You were a priority, was I an option?
I let you see a side I don't share with anyone
Promises are just words unless they are fufilled
And here from the beginning all I had to offer was my heart
I'm sorry that wasn't enough
So we will go our own ways
And hopefully you will remember the things I told you
Hopefully you'll understand that everything I said was in sincerity
A broken heart is not what I wanted from this
But I guess I've learned from this
But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
I don't consider this a mistake
I just wish the story didn't end this way
Cause I'm still in love with the person that helped me write it
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now
Remember it...
Across Five Aprils
A Year From Now
Сomplete and total adoration
My gift to you, my heart was yours
Ten weeks you shaped it
And one night you murdered it
Torn from my chest it layed at your feet
That first step you took was the worst
Since then I've walked a thousand miles
In silence short of a mark
I still have these memories
But we will never see what we could have been
Remember when we talked about where we would be in a one year from now
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go
Rememeber cause that's all you can do
We'll never make another memory
We'll never make another memory
I wish I would have died in your arms the last time we were together
So I wouldn't have to wait without you today
This time I thought things were real
You said they were
What happened?..
You were a priority, was I an option?
I let you see a side I don't share with anyone
Promises are just words unless they are fufilled
And here from the beginning all I had to offer was my heart
I'm sorry that wasn't enough
So we will go our own ways
And hopefully you will remember the things I told you
Hopefully you'll understand that everything I said was in sincerity
A broken heart is not what I wanted from this
But I guess I've learned from this
But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes?
I don't consider this a mistake
I just wish the story didn't end this way
Cause I'm still in love with the person that helped me write it
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go
Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now
Remember it...