Comments | jerms_samuel: life is crazy. mine the most.

jerms_samuel

life is crazy. mine the most.

Apr 02, 2005 13:55

where do i even start. so many things are changing in my life and it just seems so hard for me to keep track of them or even decide. damn, if only i could be firmer and more decisive. but then, so many 'what ifs' come into my mind and it just screws me over and over.

it looks most likely that i would not be signing on. for a number of reasons. for ( Read more... )

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Re: Oh well... jerms_samuel April 1 2005, 22:17:28 UTC

happy?

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Re: Oh well... jerms_samuel April 2 2005, 07:37:20 UTC

wau lao. so gei gao for what... u're not even a teacher yet, tuition doesnt count. only teachers are this gei gao over everything.

the unknown future.. anonymous April 2 2005, 08:54:55 UTC

Dear fren, dun be too hard on urself, it's definitely disheartening not to be able to follow own heart, afterall it's not the end of the world rite? Not embarking on the initially-planned journey doesnt mean the actually one is a bad one.... maybe god has arranged something better for u?
We are all travellers on this earth with different agendas.. sometimes life is such that you never know where it will lead u to, so dun feel too bad..who knows u'll find the real meaning of life then?

a fren who cares...

Re: the unknown future.. jerms_samuel April 5 2005, 09:28:52 UTC

thanks.. right now i just feel that something i've been thinking abt and looking forward to might not happen after all so just gotta deal with the initial disappointment. yup maybe other doors that open up to me may turn out to be much better later on in life.

Pisces.. anonymous April 2 2005, 09:15:16 UTC

Have a break..have an astro reading ( ... )

Re: Pisces.. jerms_samuel April 5 2005, 09:18:39 UTC

are u who i think u are?

Who Am I... anonymous April 5 2005, 12:15:00 UTC

opps! u know who i am?? x_X

*thinking hard*

cheesecak April 4 2005, 10:38:00 UTC

i guess when you're in central band, you really cant help but feel like a regular and thus get yourself involved in their politics. (unless you can live in your own world like jens) shit happens and things will not be easy and simple like the way they are for NSFs in parade bands. although i do not know what's really going on (maybe you would wanna tell me when i go back one of these days), i hope ORD will be a watershed in ur life. cheers!

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Re: Jens... jerms_samuel April 5 2005, 09:18:16 UTC

u're far from innocent

jerms_samuel April 5 2005, 09:16:03 UTC

yeah i probably feel this way cos i mix ard with mostly regulars. let's see how my remaining 2 months will be like.. yep we'll definitely have a good talk, i promise!