Well where to begin... Last weekend was really lame. Tomorrow i have to go to court. I don't really want to go but...what can you do... I got a referral yesterday...in first block...the first chance i could...cause I'm an idiot. And i just got another one for skipping detention....fuck. Tomorrow, I think I'm going over to Ryan Sloan's house ( Read more... )

This morning I made the call ( Read more... )

I had a probation meeting today. Found out some interesting things, to say the least. If i get a referral i could be put in a group home for 30 days. If i break curfew and get caught, house arrest. If i get caught drinking or smoking, court. I have to have a fucking councilor come to my house every week. Lame. I wanna get drunk real bad ( Read more... )

Your lungs stop breathing...

Your Heart stops beating...

Your body goes numb...

Your eyes grow cold...

...Or so I've been told...

Fuck heroine...fuck coke, fuck acid, fuck crack, fuck luds, fuck pills, and fuck you for trying to get me to do them.

I've been fucking retarded lately, which doesn't really surprise me but yeah. Said a lot of dumb shit, done a lot of dumb shit... And...I'm sorry...

1. Name: Jeremy ( Read more... )

Giving up is the easier solution. So me being me...i'm giving up. I'm not going to do anything. I'm going to drink until i pass out, run out, or die. And i am also going to drift into a world of nothing. Coke, heroine, morphine, pills, i don't care what it is as long as i'm incoherent and fucked it's fine with me... Oh joy, fun filled life of ( Read more... )

Hmm...I got back yesterday at like...3:30...i think. I don't know i wasn't paying attention. I havent played out of an amp in so long, that i was ammused and occupied by figuring out "Rock you like a Hurricane" by the scorpions. It sounded good to me for some reason...lol. I stayed home today cause i couldn't even get out of bed. I had three ( Read more... )

Leaving today... I was hoping some people would've stayed home so I could've talked to them before i left, but...oh well. I should've gone to school today... I'm so fucking bored...ahh. Last night was real interesting, but i don't feel like typing it all out... Yeah well...bye...