A year and a day...

[jerosejr]

It's now been a year and one day since my father passed over. I bawled like a four-yr-old when I was thinking about him last night.

Why do I still have this empty feeling whenever I think about him?

Why do I feel SO stuck in this...

Not really looking for comments - but they are welcome...

Comments

[pixie1771]

Sweetie, it takes a year or more sometimes for what I call the "hard grieving" time to work itself out. The grief never truly goes away. I speak from 12 years of experience on that one from losing mom and grandma.

It will get better. The pain will lessen over time. It will never really go away, but then again would you really want it to go away totally? It is your way of remembering and honoring him

You have people who love you. Give one of us a holler if you want to talk.

*big hugs* for my favorite bear.

[genie_lorene]

I guess I don't keep up with my Friends well, I'm sorry, I didn't see this post. I lost my Mom in 2001. I miss her at the oddest, most unexpected times. I was fortunate, in a way, I got to do the hardest part of my grieving before she died. I knew what was ahead. Yet I think I know how you feel.

Anyway, I came by to find out what you wanted a reading on. Thanks so much for stopping by my Blogspot. You're a good friend! Oh, and I've been meaning to tell you, I bought a drum! Nothing fancy, it's an Ocean Drum. Makes ocean wave sounds, drum sounds, and makes a nice shaker. I can hardly wait to attend your circle! I know I keep saying that... it will actually happen one day.

[jerosejr]

Hmmm... Probably life in general - just started a new job that seems/feels fabulous, great relationship after one year of marriage (shy one week)...