so last night sucked a bit ( Read more... )

so i'm going to try and clear something up here...i write my feelings and emotions at the time when i type on these journal type things. if people dissagree with something i say they are telling me i'm lying to myself...that doesn't work...see when i say i can't do something it means i think i can't or i feel i can't. soo when i type things in here ( Read more... )

here i am at work again....bored outa my mind again.... oh well. thinknig of something to do....i found out katie is in town and i really wanna hang out with her before she goes back to college...don't get to see her too offen... i found alot of things i would like to buy for over the next few months...alot of seasons of tv shows.... keep me busy.. ( Read more... )

so it's been like 2 months since i've posted in livejournal...eh well lets see something worth saying....umm....fighting with everyone hasn't stoped always arugueing with people although i hate fighting and i NEVER start them... saw narnia last night no thanks to the friend who was supposed to bring me... umm...my car has about 4 things wrong with ( Read more... )

well sometime this month (not exactly sure when) i will be single for a whole year....thats just depressing. i seriously need to find a girlfriend soon. well not really soon because i don't like rushing things but relativly soon i need to find someone to cuddle with. otherwise i just might break a little more or something ( Read more... )

on sunday afternoon ish i plan on going to the movies to see either serenity (omg i wanna see it) or corpse bride (holy fucking shit i wanna see that too) but the thing is i have no one to go with so i'm seeing if anyone wants to go this sunday. if not then i have to actually call people and then bug them and thats next on the list of things to do ( Read more... )

so i'm being sent to chicago for 2 days for a buisness trip. i'm being educated in the ways of some programs they are going to give me and also in different plans and then they will tell me the requirements of the grants our department got and what i have to do to uphold them. ...also the tech guy looks at this computer every morning so i can't ( Read more... )

so at an average of 4.4 kbps running 8 hours a night (according to my ....calculations (i feel like such a bloody geek using that word) anyways according to my calculations i won't be done with my download till december third. 59 days away. actually it won't be done for 59.34 (repeating) days. but since i have about .04 done already we can deduce ( Read more... )

i finally threw a fit and said fuck it i'm figuring out the administrative password for my computer at work and setting shit up the way i want it ( Read more... )

this is actually really amusing. i'm watching a dvd while downloading stuff on my computer. obviously i'm watching it on my computer....so i can type and watch at the same time. it's actually kinda fun to see how many times you mess up. i actually haven't messed up yet until i started watching the words form ( Read more... )