So I've been laying here for almost a half hour trying to take a nap and I just can't. So I decided to write what was on my mind instead of having it play over and over for the next half hour. All I can think about is Carolina . . . and how much I want to go back. Isn't that funny how things end up in the end? A year ago I was desperate to come ( Read more... )

So I've been entertaining myself for the last hour with all the hoopla over the R.Holt video. Seriously, I'm waiting it to appear on some sort of national tv. It's just calling out going, "I'm funny, I'll promise to make people laugh." If you don't know what I'm talking about I strongly urge you to go watch the video on Read more... )

Dani told me about these pro eating disorder communities they have on live journal and just out of curosity I went to check them out. What I found is just unimaginable. I couldn't help but cry. These girls have no idea what they're doing to themselves. No idea how they are destroying themselves and their family and friends around them. I just ( Read more... )

I realize its been quite some time since I actually wrote anything. I'ts been quite crazy this past couple weeks. Actually since I've been back i've been going out of my mind just trying to get organized. I'm taking everything one day at time, that's the only way I can keep sane ( Read more... )

So I know I haven't written in a month, and there's no possible way to report on it all. At least not right now, I feel more in the mood to write exactly what I'm feeling instead explaining what I've been doing. I've had lots of thoughts in my head since thursday, so I'll continue on ( Read more... )

Today I have this overwhelming feeling of finally being content here. Nothing extraordinary triggered this emotion, it was out of the nowhere. But for the first time in a while, I trully felt happy with everything here. Like today was the "first day" of everything. Yesterday on the drive home I came to terms, at least for right now, that ( Read more... )

Just updating cause I have nothing else to do. I'm bored out of my mind here, its come to the point where I'm actually watching TITANIC. Yes you heard me right. I'm officially gone stir crazy ( Read more... )

So I know I haven't updated in a while. I've just been soooo busy and its been such a fantastic two weeks I figured I'd finally share what was going on. Most of you who are at school know everything that's been going on, so I guess this is more for the friends at home. So here goes the longest entry EVER ( Read more... )

So things are going pretty well lately here. Not so much at home, but in the great Palmetto State, not too bad. I'm no longer in a permanent funk, I can't be, I have to look forward to a better future. I know it's coming one of these days ( Read more... )

There's nothing like driving down the backroads in the rain at 12:30 am listening to Ryan Adams ( Read more... )