I miss being your friend, and i want to hang out with you.
I'm sorry i was ever a giant bitch to you. I wanted to say that in person but the time never came. So fuck it, i will now. I'm sorry. I'm not even sure if you remember that. But it's always been in the back of my head. You never deserved it.
i'm really really happy to read this entry. because honestly, before and even during the time you were here, i was scared that we were a lot different now because of the fact that you were 'in a hurry to grow up' and i still wasn't, and won't ever be. and that 'thing' that happened the first day you were here...on our way back from farm fresh, i didn't know about that. it's hard to explain on here, but it's like... i didn't have a problem with it or anything, but it was just hard to swallow because that made me consider everything else that's been going on, and yeah
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i think this past week, even though it was amazing, it just wasn't our week. i think we had way too many expectations & i've been really out of it lately, & then you & paul have your thing going on, so you had to keep that going. cuties. & my lifestyle hasn't exactly changed, but look at the people i used to hang out with. LAME! then changing schools for the 89403890348th time hit me hard despite what everyone thinks. & even though we both don't want to see it & we hate it, we are getting older. we aren't growing apart really, but we are growing up. & stuff like on the way back from farm fresh (which it took me a really long time to figure out what you were talking about) is just me being stressed. & i hate to blame it on the but it is. & i love you.
that's everything i needed to hear. i feel a lot better and to add on to that phone conversation from earlier today...this is probably my last serious comment on your livejournal for a while. hahaha.
hey! i'm sick too; it totally blows a big gay dong. urisk had a a show last night at the bistro; where were you?! +drunk dudes hassled us +it was kendas last night in toooownn! [she's gone till christmas]! come to drowsy this saturday at 8 for urisk cd release show, shlut. we need to hang out, i have to work most of this week & i have plans buuttt next week [not mon. or tues.] we need to chill! summer's almost over, we're still really attractive.
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I'm sorry i was ever a giant bitch to you. I wanted to say that in person but the time never came. So fuck it, i will now. I'm sorry. I'm not even sure if you remember that. But it's always been in the back of my head. You never deserved it.
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& it's cool.
my friendship with you is more important than that disagreement we had.
thnx.
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i think we had way too many expectations &
i've been really out of it lately,
& then you & paul have your thing going on,
so you had to keep that going. cuties.
& my lifestyle hasn't exactly changed,
but look at the people i used to hang out with.
LAME!
then changing schools for the 89403890348th time hit me hard despite what everyone thinks.
& even though we both don't want to see it & we hate it,
we are getting older.
we aren't growing apart really, but we are growing up.
& stuff like on the way back from farm fresh (which it took me a really long time to figure out what you were talking about) is just me being stressed. & i hate to blame it on the but it is.
& i love you.
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i feel a lot better and to add on to that phone conversation from earlier today...this is probably my last serious comment on your livejournal for a while. hahaha.
just joking.
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the phone lady says:
the mailbox is full
& cannot receive any messages at this time.
goodbye.
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urisk had a a show last night at the bistro; where were you?!
+drunk dudes hassled us
+it was kendas last night in toooownn! [she's gone till christmas]!
come to drowsy this saturday at 8 for urisk cd release show, shlut.
we need to hang out, i have to work most of this week & i have plans buuttt next week [not mon. or tues.] we need to chill!
summer's almost over, we're still really attractive.
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& i'll try & make it on saturday. call me!
i also have to work all week.
& we are still really attractive.
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