Not to mention the fact that I have yet another black eye. Damn fighting with stupid bitches outside of the mall. Damn breaking her nose and getting blood on my nice new shirt. DAMMIT!

I'm depressed. *BJ* is leaving April 30th for three and a half months. School sucks, work sucks, and I never have any money. I'm sick of worrying and I'm even sicker of living my life the way that everyone ELSE thinks I should. I want to do what I want to do, but in my family, it's not an option. I AM starting to lose a lot of weight and my body is ( Read more... )

Well today is six months that *BJ* and I have been dating. Seems a hell of a lot longer than that. Last night we went to the boardwalk and walked around even though there was like no one there and it was freezing. But it was cute and romantic and all that. The car ride home was so fun. We were singing that song "Headstrong", by Trapt and I was ( Read more... )

Okay, so I almost forgot I had a journal. But I have an excuse...I was away all last week. So here's how it went ( Read more... )

R.I.P nipple rings ( Read more... )

*name? Natalie ( Read more... )

Well. I am officially a resident of 6893 Woodland Drive, Pennsauken, NJ 08110. I moved in smoothly and unpacked and got organized faster than anyone else I know probably could have. It went really well. The scariest part was going food shopping on my own. Ah said *GODDAMN* I'm lost in a grocery store. I got all the staples: Welch's grape soda, Dr. ( Read more... )

I hate men. I hate when people try to change who I am. I hate pessimism. I hate people who don't like to get to know others. I hate people who think love is about money. I hate people who revolve their life around only one other person. I hate pain. I hate crying. I hate fighting with people I love. I hate wondering if what I want will never come ( Read more... )

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