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you make me sick. i've wasted enough of myself on you. let's see how you like it.

i've been angry all day. and to no surprise, i still am. i don't trust you. i bet you talk bad about me all the time. it's what a deserve though, i guess. i'm sure you have a good reason, right? right, well, just don't be surprised when i actually have proof and i use you for all you're worth ( Read more... )

i'm so tired of mannheim. i want to drown it. or hope there's an earthquake and it will sink into the ground forever. and i'm sick of being so jealous of people. it's hard to pretend you're happy for them when you're actually thinking oh wow i think i could choke you for being so damn perfect. maybe i'm the one who needs to be choked. i'm such a ( Read more... )

hmm..what am i thinking about...i can't believe we're having a guy for a cheer coach! how random. you know the luck dragon on the neverending story? i want one. they always come to your rescue. myabe i already have a few luck dragons. i think this year i'm going to become a vegetarian...my mom never lets me. errrr. underoath is a great band and i ( Read more... )

i'm lucky. no-blessed. yes. i have great friends. and i love you. all of the very few of you. this eating pasta all the time isn't working. i'm going to be fat. so i'm limiting myself. yes-fool proof plan. now don't think i'm crazy-i'm just being responsible. despite my never ceasing fear of becoming fat-this has nothing to do with it. i think. ( Read more... )

wow, i think i could punch someone right about now. no no-strangle them. yes. here's some advice-the next time you think you know everything about someone, take your dick out of your hand and think again.

(continued subject) Because you kill me, you know you do. You kill me well. You like it too and i can tell. You never stop until my final breath is gone ( Read more... )

i dont know why i still hold on to you. it's like i'm trying to set myself up for heartbreak. i just keep thinking that maybe, just maybe, all that i wish would happen-will happen. i guess that's why it's better to be pessimistic. it's not like anything can you hurt you-you've already thought of it. things can only get better for a pessimist. ( Read more... )