i had work today. i wasn't there very long because waitress annie upset me so bad that i had to go home. i don't even want to talk about it. i feel sick, like i'm gonna puke. she's an evil person ( Read more... )

i'm not sure if i've ever been as academically stressed as i am this week. i probably have, but it seems like it's all coming down on me. i have a mental block. i can't write. i can't concentrate. i feel like i'm gonna cry. school doesn't usually do this to me, but i'm seriously freaking out.

plus other stuff.

THIS IS FUCKING RIDICULOUS.

i'm back from philly.

girls are brutal.

and i have been the center of more drama in the past 24 hours or so than i have been in my entire life.

i'm sick of it, and it's really upsetting me.

i just woke up a little bit ago. i really should stop taking naps right before it's time to go to bed. i feel so groggy and tired now, and nikki's coming over around 11 tonight to do something for school.

i guess i don't really have anything to say. or if i do, i'm just too tired to say it. maybe tomorrow.

and i lost one of the books i took out from the back mountain library, so i have to pay for it now. it's sophocles, of all things. couldn't it at least have been something interesting?!

oh, and i have a crapload of projects, tests, and papers coming up. the thought of it is freaking me out.

i made myself look nice today ( Read more... )

is there any way to turn off the thoughts and feelings i've been experiencing for the past few weeks?

because they kinda won't go away.

like, at all.

and it's driving me insane.

suggestions, anyone??

i'm not feeling very fond of bio right now. or math.

sleep did not come easily to me last night ( Read more... )