Fuck this God-fosaken world!!

[jesbsugar]

Word of warning to the naive:  The ONLY person you can count on, i mean truly 100% trust, is yourself!  Nobody else gives a damn about you.

The New Jersey trip is off for good!  I can't say as that I am surprised, but it still kindof hurts because my dad is still making damned sure that his wife gets out there...but he doesnt' give a shit about his

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[thehighrollin40]

you always seem unhappy

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[jesbsugar]

What are you talking about, Scott???

Re: ??????

[thehighrollin40]

lately you've seemed unhappy...i don't know if that last comment by you was sarcastically or not

blah

[jesbsugar]

It's not that I'm unhappy, I don't feel like my life is going anywhere. And, everytime I think things are gonna be good, that I'm gonna be able to live my life the way I want to, something or someone fucks it up! I wish that for just once in my life time that my life wouldn't get fucked over! And the kicker of it all is the fact that the reason my life does get screwed is because of me...I can't seem to go too long with out fucking up, ya know?

Thanks for being there, Scott!