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[jesc]

I feel absolutely crazy apeshit out of my mind right now. :(

Kind of like I'm gonna explode.

I need a vacation from everything. I've felt caged in all winter and I feel smothered by the demands of others. My life is a death sentence and my house is my death row.

As soon as something is clean, it becomes dirty. As soon as the dishes are done there

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[radikal314]

hugs.

hang in there. Sounds like life has handed you some very real and serious challenges, but you are meeting them with your head held high. Sometimes that is the best you do can do -- that, pray, and get up the next day and do your best all over again. You can make it!

let me know if there is every anything I can do for you.

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[jesc]

Thanks :) Sometimes it helps just knowing someone cares.