did you really think i was gone?

[jescoaz]

XIX.I

Being sick isn’t easy…you’re left alone…
Usually…with only your thoughts to keep you company…
And if your thoughts are as powerful as mine can be…
That can be a scary thing…
Forgive me…as I begin at a point that is not the beginning…

…pointing every finger at me…telling me it’s my fault…it’s my own doing and I’ve only got myself to blame. The

Comments

[intostardust]

"i can't help by lie to myself when i don't want to accept things for what they are" pretty much hits the nail on the head as far as my current inner turmoil goes.
thank you for posting this... here... and now. it helps. =)

[applgreenicecrm]

This should come with a decoder ring hidden inside