one step more is one step less

[jesfine]

I'm really starting to like the way I look.
and I almost like the person I am.
Go look in the mirror. Tell her you Love her.  Now mean it.
I'm getting really close to being able to do that more often than not.
biggest problem...
be who I am with the people from back when I wasn't.
maybe some day I'll let myself learn that.

when I'm alone with

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[doobie42]

*smile* Every time we see each other is like seeing you for the first time. The energy I feel around you is always changing. But I do feel like you are masking yourself when I'm around (and I'm sure when others are too), maybe you do it because you are afraid I/people won't accept who you are. We will always accept who you are, no matter who you become because we are family. Once you find yourself and break free you won't need to mask yourself. You won't lose it if you let people see the real-you, we won't let you, because it will be such a beautiful sight.

one step forward, two steps back. one step more is one step less. but in what direction?Once we can see that every step is a positive step, forward steps, backward steps, amazing steps, horrific steps, we will be able to grow unbounded. I see everything that happened to me in the past month or two as positive steps, even the feelings of loss, because even though I lost something important to me, I grew a piece of me, and it isn't going to stop growing for many years, if

[jesfine]

Once we can see that every step is a positive step, forward steps, backward steps, amazing steps, horrific steps, we will be able to grow unbounded.

"Nothing is either good or bad, only thinking makes it so." -Shakespeare

"Waiting is." -Valentine Michael Smith, via Heinlein

[doobie42]

"Have you decided where we are going?" - Jill
"No. when the time comes, I will know." - Mike

also via Heinlein