i have come to the realization that very, very few of you actually know me. and those who do actually know me are the ones who love me. so while i may complain that im misunderstood or some of you act like complete and total dickweeds towards me, i have actually, effectively made a shield around my heart so i keep the wonky at arms length. i have ( Read more... )

im trying to surprise my boyfriend with a nice DSLR camera for our anniversary. i dont have a ton of cash to spend though. is this a possibility??? where do you all buy cameras? it doesnt need to be super pro, just something nice.

i came home to 5 color separated bowls of mike and ikes on the coffee table ( Read more... )

the past week has felt very very long. i feel somewhat different. i feel a bit transformed. i have had a lot to think about, with mina passing away. i have been thinking about my grandfather so much. ive had a lot of solace and just time in general to think. im pretty convinced that i got that horrible head cold last weekend more out of exhaustion ( Read more... )

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i woke up this morning around 5:45 because i heard talking. i live on the second floor of a small, 50s era apartment building and next door is a personal training business. there were two dudes outside talking to each other, and since id left the windows open they were clearly audible. i was about to roll over, ignore them and go back to sleep, but ( Read more... )

she is so photogenic.


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i really would like to be inspired by pretty livejournals. do you know anyone on here with a great photography/art/fashion journal? please do recommend!

sundays always leave me a bit blah. im off the next two days and i would enjoy something inspiring.

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