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[jeshala]

As of next week, I will have been a part of the same game for 18 years. It is nothing like it used to be, player base wise

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[ashkitty]

Is this the game where I met you, or a different one?

[jeshala]

The same one. It's all awesome how people try to avoid accountability if there is a convenient scapegoat and I am so tired already of being everyone's butt monkey. Apparently if you admit to being partially responsible for something, you are entirely responsible because it is a convenient means for people to not get in trouble with the big bad internet folks.
It just argh. I know I got super angry with everyone ganging up on me and have had a bad track record keeping my cool with folks not allowing me to make the decisions I signed up to make, but these are all people I'd gladly take the fall for and have done so repeatedly.
Goldriding may have ruined a game for me that I have loved for most of my life :(

[ashkitty]

That sucks. :( Alas, I can't think of any good ways to force change--which is too bad, because that's part of why I left it behind in the end; you do the same things a few hundred times and even the best RPers run out of ways to make it interesting. Not that I don't miss truth or dare in the Flying Mug and all that. ;)

[quarla]

I didn't even realize you were still RPing. You should IM me sometimes Jesha love. :)

[elehu]

"Never apologize for showing feeling. When you do so, you apologize for truth."

- Benjamin Disraeli

[drakonlily]

I've realized that some games just won't move (my main game's current problem) and sometimes you just need to know when to cut ties. What sort of game is it? What's the setting? You can email me if you're not comfortable hashing it out in the open. Sometime it's just good to throw ideas out to a like minded person.

[nepheliad]

I actually -- just came back, a few days ago.

It's been a long time.

I hope it goes okay.