Wonder.

Jun 26, 2018 21:22

i wonder if there should come a time when i go ahead and put the pillow to this thing's face. my life has changed so drastically from it's birth that it's hardly recognizable to me as having been the self-same person. well, i wish i could say that - some of it (more than id care for) is a brand upon the brain when it comes back to me, there in ( Read more... )

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battleshout June 27 2018, 01:35:29 UTC
it's funny because i was just combing through a bunch of old journals and shit a couple of days ago, and a lot of it's hella cringey but i suppose it's best left alone. even the worst memories are generally worth preserving, probably...

i'd almost go back to 'blogging' as the kids used to call it if it didn't feel like shouting into a void emptier than the one i tweet to. when you're virtually nothing and have no one then none of this really matters.

lmfao. we're still fighting...

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jesiah June 30 2018, 20:25:49 UTC
there's something to it. i came from somewhere; i dont hate that. also though, its gross lol.

i still like to "tumble" off and on but its mostly the same + reblogging anal sex gifs and cool Japanimes... where are you these days anyway? honestly most of the "old guard" from LJ i either tumble with or am "FB Connected Social Media Time Bois.com" lmao

still got swords in our hands...

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battleshout June 30 2018, 22:56:14 UTC
it's very gross. i'll probably conceal most of what remained here; i took a look back on it and a had big laugh about it since it's such a fucking joke.

i think i grew out of 'dumblr' after eight or nine years so i just tweet now...i'm surprised most people never wondered where i withered away to, which is probably telling, but i'm in the middle of a Bad Time right now so who gives a shit, anyway.

mine's kind of bent and broke. fuck it. do you remember when you told me years ago to be patient like the stone, i still held onto that, apparently...

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jesiah July 8 2018, 14:16:45 UTC
im still torn. anniversary is coming up for it - maybe ill decide then...

it seems everyone, myself included, became a little insular, shriveling in the winter of our life......

a broke sword can still defeat a foeman... thats what i hope for us stone-men...

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