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[how could I?]
How could I leave you behind
When you were reaching out to me?
How did I think my mind
Knew what was best for me?
Why did I let my brain
Interfere with matters of the heart?
Why did I make sure you stopped
Before you had a chance to start? -
[wow.. a few years later, the story's still the same.]
It's hard for me to actually look at this thing and want to type out everything wrong with my life again. Same situation, different names. I've made it completely full circle. Only this time, I'm with the one I want. The one who I want to be with forever. The one who can always do something silly and make me giggle. There is no doubt in my mind (or ( Read more... ) -
[The safe word is...] -- (BDSM related)
I'm considering doing a blog on being a subbie. And training a dom. Maybe give out tips and tricks and stuff. Possibly involve other things (cuz you won't be able to tell from my pictures, but I'm a subbie. Go figure..) Anyway.. I'm wondering if I should do one. What's your opinion? -
[I'm sick of wasting my days...]
My brother (YES MY BROTHER!) has inspired me to go back to the old days, when I was straightedge. Yup.. My brother has quit.. and I figure if he could, then I can too. It's more of the fact that I have quit now. And I won't do anything else that compromises myself in such a way. I hate how I've been treating everybody lately. I hate how I've ( Read more... ) -
[nothing to look forward to..]
Last day of classes before Thanksgiving (and my birthday...). And last day I'm going to be around a computer until Sunday night. Which would not be a bad thing, aside from the fact that I cannot reach my baby without one. So it's going to be a few miserable days for me. At least I can still sign on to the messenger on my phone so he won't be too ( Read more... ) -
[It's the most wonderful time of the year...]
It's that time of the year again.. The time of the year where family and my life start colliding once again. And, as usual, my mother will be absent (again). It bothers me. Again. I try to not think about her at all, but times like this make her the only thing I can focus on. The pain of not having a mother to celebrate my birthday with just ( Read more... ) -
[lyrics quiz # 3 oh my!]
DiC did another one, so I decided I needed to do one, too!! Just like the others, reply in a comment with your guesses, I'll strike out the lyrics and give you creds! Winner gets a lap dance (don't worry, it's not from me!)
( Here we goooooooooo!!!!! ) -
[ "I wouldn't walk, I'd run" ]
There isn't anybody else I'd make a long distance relationship work with besides Logan. Nobody, no way, no how. I just think it's too great. I can do it... ^_^ -
[cut out foreplay]
Sometimes I wish I could skip past all the foreplay. Just get right on with life.. I'm sick of empty conversations leading to more empty conversations. The random AIMs with no aims, the MSN meaning Mostly Sordid Nonsense, the Yahoo conversations which rarely make me "yahoo!". I'm tired of talking on the phone without saying anything. The upfront, ( Read more... )
