I'm sixteen.
I got my permit.
I got a computer.
I got a ring.
I got a Tiffany's necklace and braclet set.
I got a headache.

So it is 12:01.
My lovley sweet sixteen is over.
It was actually really dissapointing.
It didn't feel like my Birthday.
Half of my friends weren't able to be with me.
and[[or]] chose not to be.
I was i a shitty mood.
Even my family didn't ( Read more... )

This is Jeska:

I'm annnoyed.
With people.
Myself.
Objects.

It's not so much what people do,
as opposed to what they don't do.
I suppose the fact that
in the past, guys smothered me.
and I got rather ticked off
by their clinginess,
may seem a bit ironic,
because now, it's quite the contrary.
And no: I don't want a wet blanket.
Just a little more enthusiasum.
I ( Read more... )

Last night was The Spill Canvas concert.
Emuhlee got me a ticket for Christmas,
so I went with her, and torrie and jenn.

I was super tired, I like 2 out of 3 of the opening bands.
We had to leave early.
I hate Monday's.
And will end in saying it was really good.

I'm extrmley tired, and have a buttload of global.

I have bruises all over my legs.
And I'm ( Read more... )

Jeska has an idea.

I want money for my birthday.
I want a lot.
As much as I can get.

I'm going to find a way
to send it to someone else.
who has the same birthday as me.
because they need it.
and i don't.


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I got hair extensions
It took about 10 hours.
I love them,
although they are a lot
more work then my lovley
short hair.

This weekend was amazing. Friday I went snowboarding with my brothers and friends. We got mooned by some weird chicks in the car ahead of us. Yummyyy. Notthing like white asses in steady traffic. So I met up with john, seeing as how ( Read more... )

I've come to terms with the fact that people read
but don't bother putting their thoughts into my journal.

So I'll continue to write.
And you can continue to read.
& go on without having a voice
to anything I say.

*Event's In Jeska's Life:

Kay the past week was basically a very 
               a game ( Read more... )

I've been sick for a few days.
tommorrow is jenn's birthday.

=]]!

friday jeska and tabz are going skiing\snowboarding.

=]

saturday not sure..

sunday possibly getting extensions?

Blah.
Nobody comments journals.
you dont have to have one to comment
just do an anonymous.

Yesterday I went home early.
                More because I didn't feel like being there.
                    Then because my anxiety was going
                                      off the walls.

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Today was yet another joke.
I was in a lovley mood.
I need to hold myself back
from being overly friendly
because I suppose it may
get a bit annoying to people
who I don't know that well..
or at all...?

We were talking about God
and Heaven and stuff
in first free.
And it's so strange
that I used to believe in it.
I mean I have notthing against it.
But there ( Read more... )

         SUP I'M ANGRY.
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