I cannot stop crying... I hate this right now... I thought everything was okay... I really did... It just sucks... I need someone for once, I really do, but I don't know how to ask...

Mmm... Jesus... well Monday was the 1 year anniversary of my great grandmother's death which was a horrible time. I had spoken to my nutritionist on Thurs, and told her of some of the gyn issues I was having. She told my DR, that I see with her and she called me and we spoke. She told me it was very important that I come in on Monday to have it ( Read more... )

I don't even know how to explain, but so much is happening... and Monday is going to be the worst possible day ever... shoot me..

Bored, here are my grades for this semester:

Advanced Clinical Assessment & Diagnosis: A
Advanced Clinical Practice: A
Social Work with Children: B
Social Work & AIDS: B+
Clinical Field Placement: P (pass/fail)...

GPA: 3.625

Not bad considering the hell I went through this semester.... One semester of graduate school over, one more to go!

I spent an hour and a half in therapy today, for the most part crying, never thought I would stop. It has been a pretty shitty day. I know I probably have to go back to the gyn, b/c I'm having some issues. But, I was crying because I was feeling & experiencing a lot of flashbacks. It sucked a whole lot. I feel completely hopeless, like coutinuing ( Read more... )

Well my first semester of grad. school is finally over, only one more to go. I wish life was going that way, up... but instead lately it feels like it is going down. Most of the reasoning behind my mood, is my fault. I fucked up basically... and as a result I did it. Last wk, I saw Adrienne, but we cut it short b/c I was sick. Turned out I had a ( Read more... )

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I have not updated in forever, why you ask? It could be the fact that grad. school has absolutely robbed me of any free time... or it could be the fact that I was not really to confront how things are actually going, or let people know that I am struggling. My nurse/nutritionist has been strongly suggesting Intensive inpatient or Intensive ( Read more... )

Mmmm... figured I would write a update since I've been mia for a while. Plus I'm procrasinating as usual ( Read more... )

The past wk has been a whirlwind of an er visit, some lovely internal ultra sounds, and a plethora of rather unpleasent medical exams. I'm offically medically exhausted... Now it's 6:00 a.m. on Saturday and I'm off to class soon, and I only have about 3 hrs worth of sleep, this shall prove to be an interesting day... I'm not complaining really, I'm ( Read more... )