I want so badly to believe that "there is truth, that love is real"
And I want life in every word to the extent that it's absurd

I know you're wise beyond your years, but do you ever get the fear
That your perfect verse is just a lie you tell yourself to help you get by?

Good bye Summer<3333

Try to have a good day at school.

Let's try less drama ( Read more... )

Feelings are all over the place.
I don't know where to turn..
sick of being let down,
--->especially by the ones i love.

They act like they care
But deep down inside..
I don't think they do.
They don't even know.

Schedule (i hate soo much) (stars = don't know peeps in so lemme kno)

*intro to physics-a11
*spanish 3-d23
pl geometry-b31
food/nutrition1-b14
c ( Read more... )

I seriously love how I can never do anything right anymore. People just don't get how much I love them and how much I loook up to them. We were just starting to get really close...and I LOVED THAT. Now it feels like it was just all wasted away. Sadly I thought we were just starting to be more..to be friends. I thought he was proud to have me as a ( Read more... )

i know i said i on't be updating, but i'm bored ( Read more... )

Live journal is overrated ( Read more... )

What a bad nite!

Tonite did not go so well. Kinda..well had a break down and was really upset but whatever.

Too many things, I feel, are being taken away.

Heather told me to update sooo ( Read more... )

So, this weekend has been crazy. 7 parties and i am exhausted. I stayed up 'til 2 am on friday talkin to people on aim...let me tell u that was a HUGE mistake cuz I was soo tired at all the parties on Saturday and let me tell you it was hottt outside. Well, ALL the parties were funn and yea..

Then on Sunday, Jeremy and Timmy made breakfast for all ( Read more... )

Wow! It's been a while.

Ok so last weekend was cool. On Friday... I hung out with Natalia. We had a blast. Trucker and motorcycle dude!  Except for the stalker boys... ong story. Saturday I picked up annie's and we went to Kristin's party which was cool. After that we played some hardcore MP5 with Turbs! On Sunday my bro's friend bout a new puppy ( Read more... )