Wow...what a day!

[jess_85]

Well, I do not know why my day had to end so terribly. It started out...neah...not soooo good, but then it went to VERY AWEEEEEESOME to very VERY bad! :O( I had my day all planned out. I was going to get some stuff done around the house, go visit a friend, go to school, and then just go right back home and wait for my mother to get back from

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[lost_raindrop]

im doing this for you. so dont even try to make me feel worse.

[jess_85]

Doing what for me....ending our friendship of like 3 years!?!?!? If you do this, it should be because it is what you want. I am really sorry for not being a supportive friend, but I can not support this when I know this whole thing was based on trying to get me out of your life. We could not even talk on the phone because it was considered a "bad" thing, and it was a bad thing because if you talked to me...then that must have meant that you were in love with me or something. All I ever wanted was to be your friend. Why that was such a bad thing I will never know

[lost_raindrop]

im doing this to stop hurting you in some way.
and lets not go back to the issue months ago. i thought we're all over that. its whats going on now.
and im so tired of trying to prove you otherwise....
you dont believe what i say anyways.. whats the point of me trying?
so, bye

[jess_85]

Like this isn't going to hurt me....pah-lese!!! AND...this is what this whole thing as been about! Can't you see that?!?!?!? NOTHING has changed, and that is because you were not even willing to try and be my friend. So I guess this is what our friendship really meant to you, huh? Well, if you do not care anymore...fine! I can not make you care. I just hope one day you'll see....you'll see.

[lost_raindrop]

you just dont know

[jess_85]

Yeah, and I suppose you do?!?!? C'mon...you've met her ONE time!!!!! You've known me longer than that...you just never gave me a chance to get to know you. So what was I suppose to do???

[surf73]

it only took one time... dont you understand that...? i love him

[jess_85]

Whatever...you do not even take the time to get to know someone. That is what makes the relationship worth while. You take the time to get to know them..you don't jump all over them just from knowing them online and then meeting them for the first time....YOU JUST DON'T!!!!!! It doesn't make any sense!!!

[lost_raindrop]

theres almost no difference knowing a person online and in person. weve known each other for almost a year now.