if the silence takes you then i hope it takes me too

[jess_means_kill]

i don't want anything right now except sleep. sleep sleep sleep. but i have to write an essay, and it's like 2 in the morning or something. my eyes hurt

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[el_gare]

i don't know about all that god talk.
like if he/she/it exists then why is everything so shitty. and who made him. i don't but that infinty forever wrap.

[jess_means_kill]

i have alot of those questions too.
and i also don't understand why things are so shitty. i don't even know if i care enough to want to know why anymore.

[solikeplath]

daniel and i talk about god and he has it figured out. i agree with him basically. god, by all accounts, is benevolent. so if he is, then it should be enough for you to just be a good person. i can talk to you in more detail than that, i think i have this shit figured out. but its long and lsdkjflsdjf.

i love you.

[jess_means_kill]

i love you too!

[janedoexo]

we havent talked in forever. i think you're busy with your world and im busy with mine. but, i would really like you to come up here. i think it would be good for you.

hope things get better, and keep painting! and read.

<3<3

[jess_means_kill]

oh believe me, i'd love to come up there, especially with the weather being nice and everything, but i can barely manage getting one day off as it is. i might be able to get off sometime around christmas though.

i really want to visit, i think about it alot actually, haha. i will try to get off soon though <3<3<3