i usually just play around and make up stupid priorities, like me and este will say, "ok, priority number 1: smoke a cigarette. priority number 2: get food......." and so on, but these are my serious priorities:

priority no.1: figure out what the hell i'm doing!
-i'm living an aimless life right now, this needs to change. immediately.
priority no. ( Read more... )

just got back from clearwater with este and mike. it was cold as fuck, thats all i'm gonna say about that ( Read more... )

......when you are a girl, it's way easier to get alcohol when you are under age. because me and Este have been drinking alot lately, and buying it on our own. yeah yeah yeah Este has a fake ID but she doesn't use it all the time. we drank at the club in Ybor when we went to that rap show (Este had her fake ID but i didn't, and the bar tender still ( Read more... )

i got a halloween costume! my cousin ordered it off a costume website but she doesn't like it because it's shows off too much skin for a 14 year old girl. the costume is goldie locks, but it really looks like a german girl outfit. it's got a corset type thing in the middle, a short poofy skirt, and low cut top. haha, it sounds slutty but it's not ( Read more... )

"andrew and i decided that we both think we will be friends even when that day comes when we are old, and we actually realize we are old, and we cant stay out all night on playgrounds anymore and we look in the mirror and see that we are not young and beautiful anymore."-lindsey ruis ( Read more... )

the new quote: "good times taste like old times ( Read more... )

Maybe the sun keeps coming up because it’s gotten
used to you and your constant need for proof.i came home early today, i just couldn't be in school any longer. plus, i was falling asleep, quick. i'm catching a possible sickness also. earlier today the air was light and kind of cool, now it's more hot and annoying me. i planned on doing something ( Read more... )

why can't life be easy? why can't i get what i want and actually keep it? or not loose what i already have ( Read more... )

the springs are crazy. running from the police (literally). hiding behind trees. "holdin' down the fort". people annoy me, some of them. i'm fucking tired and crying because it feels so good right now. and i must get some sleep. i taste blood in my mouth and i don't like it. work in the morning. oh god, to say the least. i'm ready for some ( Read more... )

this song makes me cry everytime i hear it. because i know that hospital smell of piss and 409, i know that feeling of sitting in the waiting room where you feel like you could just scream for hours on end and that still won't alleviate the suffering of not knowing if the person you love more that anything is still alive or not, and you're just ( Read more... )