i want it to fit in my pack... hehe

[jessa85]

I've come to realization that I'm through waiting around for Ben. This isn't fair to me anymore... not that it ever was fair to me in the first place, but whatever. You know, I'm trying to be his friend, but I have a feeling that even a friendship with him is going to end up being a one-way street. And that's not how a friendship, or a relationship

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[sweetie8516]

Jess you know that I love you and that all I want for you is happiness.. But I think that you should be a little careful when it comes to damian.. because you said yourself that he is posessive and that he is creepy.. and I understand that your opinion of him may change because of the other night but you've hung out with him outside of work before.. I'm not trying to drag you down.. I love that you've been getting out and hanging out with other boyz or men whatever you want to call them.. I just think that you should be careful.. I love you kid and I would do anything for you and you know that..

Luvs..
Rachael

[jessa85]

I know babe. And I'm very thankful for you. And yes, he was rather posessive, and he and I have talked... I don't know if it's going to change anything, but I'm willing to give it a try. Know what I mean? I mean, I'm not jumping into anything, and I told him this face to face. I know you worry about me, but please don't sweetie. Eventually I'll get my shit together. lol. Thank you though, for always being here. :) I love you.