death...

[jessa_belle]

death wouldn't be so bad if it weren't for love...but love makes it hurt so deeply. what do you say to someone when you know that they won't make it throughout the week? ...even though they are fighting so hard for their life, and they're not fighting for themself...they're fighting for you? how do you say goodbye to someone that you adore? i

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[lagwagonmonkey]

aw, fuck.....this is making me cry. i'm so sorry, baby....i know how much he means to you and how hard this must be for you. i miss my grandparents. listening to you talk about him last night and then reading this today just tears my heart out. i would give anything to be there with you right now and helping you through this. i hope i made you laugh last night and took your mind off of these things for a small while. i know that you will keep all the good memories close to your heart for the rest of your life. you are lucky to have those and to have enjoyed your grandfather for as long as you have. i am always here for you and i'll do what i can to make you laugh and smile anytime you need it.

you should post the thing your grandpa said that was so funny that made me crack up last night....it wont be AS funny reading it instead of hearing your voice imitate his, but it's still sweet and funny.

i love you, jess!! <3333