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omg!!!!!! I hate this stupid shit........

why does my heart always seem to want to jump out of its chest when i come across something about him and an ex(s) or when i have the though of him talking to an attractive girl??... why do i think he still has that little bit in him that still makes him think about her.....im such a crazy person... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..This will go no further.. i ( Read more... )

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 ok so i need to just learn to shut my mouth and let things be... although that is so not even close to being the way i am. I always feel like people are out to get me, like they just dont like me but rather pretend. Im pretty sure i probley think this because im not too happy with myself and how i handle some situations. There are soooooo many ( Read more... )

i want to go to sleep

i am tired

and bored

blah blah blah

so we have been fighting for like 2 days and just when u think its bteer and he just might understand how you feel,you tell him u want to go inside and watch tv ang hang out with him because it seems like forever since u got to hug each other,and just be together and he gets mad and says " ta uh jess" so i am left to go to sleep by myself again ( Read more... )

WHY cant we be like the rest of the world in love?

Are we losing eachother or are we just caught up in our daily lifes???

why cant he just be home and be with me he always feels a need to go out, not that he always does but its been at least 4 or 5 times since i have been home while he has been out drinking. We are still fresh in out relationship to where he should be home not going out with friends wth out me, nevermind the fact that i was told before him and his ex ( Read more... )