After my long intense search its seems that I may have a job finally. I have to be at Angelos at 5 tomorrow afternoon to receive training. They are "testing" me out to see if its going to work or not. I'm very nervous. I REALLY need this job. How nerve-wracking ( Read more... )

You hear so many people in high school talk about how they are so sure of themselves and how they really "know" who they are. I used to be one of those people. I always thought I was so sure. But I've felt lost as of late. I do have some hardcore beliefs. Some that I will never give up for anything. Luckily I have that. The knowledge with which I ( Read more... )

I don't understand parents. Why can't they ever understand that sometimes their kids are just gonna have a bad day. They don't need to get all mad at them for it. They have their bad days too. We just have to put up with it. They need to learn to either try and make us feel better and if we don't feel like talking they should learn to just leave us ( Read more... )

Ryan Bish, what is your favorite color?

Happy Birthday Ryan!!! 17 is a wondrous age! Congratulations on making it! I saw you and Noelle walking today, I wanted to yell out to u guys. But then I thought I bet that boy is just saying he knows who i am and really he doesnt...hmmmm I was trying to think of something creative to do for you but seeing how I've never spoken to u in person ( Read more... )

*sigh* That is me wishing I could be at the Dashboard concert. Instead I am at home listening to it on a lovely CD. Luckily my good friend Heather called and she let me listen to like five songs! That was extremely awesome! I could have cried ( Read more... )

I can't go on much longer without Ryan!!! LJ isn't even worth reading anymore until he gets back. Come back soon Ryan! I hope everything is ok ( Read more... )

small simple safe price. rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets. this is not a small cut that scabs and dries and flakes and peals. and i am not afraid to die. im not afraid to bleed and fuck and fight. i want the pain of payment. whats left but a section of pigmee size cuts much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks. and make mark ( Read more... )

What does it really mean to be anti-social? You hear the term all the time. People say it to their friends..."Hey stop being all anti-social and come on." As if because you're feeling down you no longer know how to have fun ( Read more... )

I seem to get so caught up in reading other people's journals that i never get around to actually writing anything down in mine. I'm actually a really big writer belive it or not. I have my own personal journal that no one else in the world will ever read. I like to write poems, songs, and almost anything that is classified as creative writing. ( Read more... )