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[jesscaaaa]

Do you ever feel like your days are just gloomy? Even if the sun is shinning brighter than any other day or even if the weather is screaming "i'm perfect" you just feel...down? Even if everyone around you is so happy, so full of life, so full of energy, so full of joy yet you're excluded from all that even if you have no idea why. I hate this phase

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[jen1oo4]

Don't say you hate life. Compared to all those people you mentioned above, we are the lucky ones. Live life to the fullest not only for yourself but for those who you care about and for those people who don't even HAVE a complete life(like the ones you mentioned above). Your mama don't want to see you like this and you know it. And plus she IS going to be at your grad AND in your big fat mansion watching over you, your mom, your hot husband, and your kids. And in conclusion, it's just a phase that is making you feeling like this. When you are going through this particular type of phase, don't write up to livejournal, but call me! Okay pookie? love you lots!

[bebegirrl]

^^^ i agree. pooks, me and jen are here. if you're down, i'm down and im sure jen's down too! you've already said that it's just a phase and you will grow out of it.. and if you can't do it alone, i'll be there helping you get out of that phase. i hate that you feel excluded and that there's nothing me and jen can do about you feeling that way but if you feel excluded from the world, me and jenn will be excluded with you love. and about those people you mentioned above.. its not even worth calling them idiots, all you can really do about it is to take it one step at a time and help another person after another, which is exactly what you'll be doing after get out of school. and jessca, try not to stress so much.. it worries me. were girls to be the very end. just know that.

[rem1xed]

chin up yawww

[anonymous]

jess ur friends r right heads up and like i told these friends can help u more than anyone sometimes they even know u better than yourself like u told me yourself. There are a lot of bad things happening right now things that shouldn't happen but they happen anyways the outcome of all the sadness usually comes joy and the world coming together to try to help one another bringing peace. The thing about not seeing the same faces dont say that you can see all your friends as much times as u want as long as your try to see them, some faces might be lost but your real friends are the ones who stay in touch with u always. Pfff spending the last week of summer vacation home isnt that bad its a time where u can actually reflect your summer the year before and what you can do to probably improve yourself for the coming year. And Jess remember to never say never like your friends said your Mama will be watching over u always because you cared for her so much she'll care for u just the same way and even more and one day you will meet her again

[bebegirrl]

i all of a sudden know how you feel.