I'm so happy anyone was left to reply! It makes me want to write here again. I can't even remember when I first started writing here. 2003? So it's getting close to 15 years for me, even though I haven't written for 5.
And I am here. I came on LJ today thinking about hitting the delete button because of the TOS-in-Russian and the server move, but I think it really was so that I would see this and be here to respond, even if it is three days late.
It's the things we think are Meant To Be that, when they don't work out, devastate us the most. I know that so well. Let time do it's work -- but also, keep doing the things that you were putting off doing because of the Someday. Like buying that new Washing Machine. Slowly but surely, you'll start making the present about today, and less about what might have been.
I am sending you all my love and really, really -- email or gchat or fb message me ANY time, okay?
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I'm so glad you're still here! Maybe I can reclaim LJ for myself from amidst the memories.
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*hugs* Write it out. I'm so sorry. <3
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I am so sorry. SO sorry.
And I am here. I came on LJ today thinking about hitting the delete button because of the TOS-in-Russian and the server move, but I think it really was so that I would see this and be here to respond, even if it is three days late.
It's the things we think are Meant To Be that, when they don't work out, devastate us the most. I know that so well. Let time do it's work -- but also, keep doing the things that you were putting off doing because of the Someday. Like buying that new Washing Machine. Slowly but surely, you'll start making the present about today, and less about what might have been.
I am sending you all my love and really, really -- email or gchat or fb message me ANY time, okay?
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