It's been a strange week. Less than I month until graduation and a little over 5 weeks until I leave for Australia. I'm exited but that's not what this is all about. Someone said something to me yesterday and I have been thinking about it all day. I guess I just didn't realize what kind of impact I had on people. My friend Dave had his senoir ( Read more... )

This week has been really rough for me. I'm sick of school. I'm sick of dealing with school. I hate my job. I hate dealing with my job. I don't even know when I'm going to graduate. I don't know if I want to graduate at this point. I want to go out and teach. I REALLY REALLY want to, but everywhere I go and everywhere I turn something is in my way ( Read more... )

I feels strange being all alone here on campus again. I like it actually. I don't feel like I have to do anything with anyone. I love my friends don't get me wrong, but sometimes after days like today I just want to sit in my room and watch TV for two hours. I even ate my candy bar from dinner. It was really relaxing. I was even starting to get in ( Read more... )

Today was the first time in a while that I have actually been lonely. Don't really know why. I just want to hang out with people and they don't have the time, or the energy.... or like me at this point. It's not like I tried. Just happened. What else should I do? Not be lonely??? I'll work on that.

Alright, I give up. I'm updating. There really isn't that much to update on though. It's been a rough couple of weeks for me. I know that other people are feeling it too, so I can't complain too much. J-Term was actually really good. I really liked my class. I missed being in Jamaica but I choose to do this and I'm glad for it. I'm sure I would ( Read more... )

So today was the last day of classes... that just means that I have finals week and then the end of the semester. i'm that much closer to getting out of here. Scary to think about though. I was talking to a lot of people over the past few days about graduating and being an adult. I really don't like the idea, but I guess I could handle it. I'm not ( Read more... )

Thought I would update you all on what was going on. Things are getting better with Lisa. We have come to an understanding for about 99% of what was the problem. The only thing now is that Craig is being a jerk about everything. I'm really happy to know that Matt knows what is going on and all because this gives me someone else that I can talk to ( Read more... )

I guess that isn't a good title for this entry but I guess it's more of a question than anything. Does what I say make a difference to people? Sometimes I wonder who is really listening to me and who really just doesn't care. There have been a few happenings this week that have really made me think. For Example: Lisa and I talked about the Tony and ( Read more... )

It's kinda funny, I can't help to think it is. Melissa is more pissed off about this than I am. I think 90% of the reason is because I'm use to it now. That's an aweful thing to have to say though. Alright, I'm sure you all are wondering what I'm talking about and here, I'll tell you ( Read more... )

I decided that doing this was a better option than doing my K-12 assignment. Things are going well and such. There are some things that aren't going well, but I think I need to have tha chaos in my life or else nothing would ever feel good. Last night was a really productive band rehearsal. Not musically or anything but I think the freshmen ( Read more... )