Guess I got blown off today. I was all excited, Lisa and I were going to go shoe shopping but my guess is that she has already gone and come back even though I haven't seen her yet. That kinda makes me sad. I really think her and I needed to get away and spend some us time together. Maybe that would help the still slightly uncomfortable situation ( Read more... )

I'm really super excited about this week ( Read more... )

This week was an interesting week. Nothing really fun happened, but it was room selection. With the fight thing with Lisa going on I was really worried about what was going to happen with that. As of right now, we are still living together in the room that we are in right now. We both don't really want to live with anyone else, we're use to living ( Read more... )

We talked last night... finally... it was kinda emotional. I'm not really sure that she totally understands that I'm scared shitless about the 3 year mark. I'm not trying to focus on that, but it's something that likes to poke at the back of my brain whenever I start to feel better. If I get too much time to think or I'm not paying attention in ( Read more... )

It's a good thing I made that really long post and ranted and such while I was on break I really could have saved myself alot of breath. Guess what I found out, without actually being told by the one person that I thought would tell me ( Read more... )

I think that was the most number of posts that I have had in a really long time. Thanks to all that took the time to actually read it. I was super tired (still am), and in deep thought (nope :-D ( Read more... )

I couldn't decide what I wanted to call this update for good reason and soon you will know why ( Read more... )

ok, so for the first time in my life... I'm homesick. I hate admitting it. But I really really really want to go home. I know I don't have that long left, but that's still 12 hours that I have to wait. Yesterday was the major breakdown. I had been getting the "Are you ok? You look terrible." Thing all day yesterday and I couldn't take it much ( Read more... )

Tonight was the MBSU show and it went well. Some of one of the groups songs all sounded the same. Although this group did have Vince in it. It was a fun show, nothing to exciting, except when Deb Ryan and Dan Hennel showed up. That as great. Deb even dances with us. I'm so taking lessons with her in the fall. It's going to be great. I came bakc ( Read more... )

I guess I should give you all an update ( Read more... )