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So I recently acquired a boyfriend...*shhhh* its kinda a secret.
Its weird. I'm the one who is completely taken with the other person...I mean i guess he is too but i feel like im the one really wanting it. He's so shakey with relationships...I'm not very good in them. I feel like over obsessive and compulsive and too easily swayed by him and stupid.
Im really frustrated because i know i should be happy because it could be a million times worse. I'm being obsessive even more now. DEAR LORD. NOT COOL I DONT LIKE THIS. AT ALL. I feel like saying that ugly eight letter phrase that i think is bullshit. FUCK MY FUCKING LIFE LIKE WHAT THE HELL WHY AM I DOING THIS?!?!?!
*sigh* i thought i should update. I really wish i had moneys. So i could buy half the cool shit Nae is buying. But i am sadly retarded. And IN OTHER NEWS I am hopefully doing something with Ogely Youth Symphony. I broke my phone beyond repair and i am using a phone from TWO THOUSAND AND FUCKING SIX. FOUR MOTHER FUCKING YEARS AGO. HOLY SHITT.
thats the end of my rant.
C6H12O6
Its weird. I'm the one who is completely taken with the other person...I mean i guess he is too but i feel like im the one really wanting it. He's so shakey with relationships...I'm not very good in them. I feel like over obsessive and compulsive and too easily swayed by him and stupid.
Im really frustrated because i know i should be happy because it could be a million times worse. I'm being obsessive even more now. DEAR LORD. NOT COOL I DONT LIKE THIS. AT ALL. I feel like saying that ugly eight letter phrase that i think is bullshit. FUCK MY FUCKING LIFE LIKE WHAT THE HELL WHY AM I DOING THIS?!?!?!
*sigh* i thought i should update. I really wish i had moneys. So i could buy half the cool shit Nae is buying. But i am sadly retarded. And IN OTHER NEWS I am hopefully doing something with Ogely Youth Symphony. I broke my phone beyond repair and i am using a phone from TWO THOUSAND AND FUCKING SIX. FOUR MOTHER FUCKING YEARS AGO. HOLY SHITT.
thats the end of my rant.
C6H12O6