Forget Everything You've Ever Read

[jessi_mo]

....because none of it is true. I'm an awful person, a horrible and terrible hellspawn that deserves everything that's coming to me. It's better for you if you just forget all about me. If I ever was anyone, I won't be anymore. To put it bluntly, I'm evil, and evil comes from one place. Tonight I'm headed back there

Comments

[the_loafmaster]

I have no idea what any of this is about, but alright...

[soph]

*huggles*

Look, I know you don't believe me when I say I still like you. But your post makes me wonder. Am I the person you're referring to?

I don't know if you noticed, but I replied to that message you left for me in that community. (I won't link to it here in case you don't want others to know - just in case.) Long and short of it, Jessi; I still love you. I still care for you. And I'm sorry that I haven't been online, and that when I am online I haven't talked. That isn't anything personal and it's not a wilful decision on my part to not talk to you. It is not because I hate you, or because I don't like you in some way, because I *do* like you. I *do* care for you.

Jessi... I've been looking for you online since that comment and I haven't yet seen you. I sent you a Yahoo! message that you'll get when you next go online, and I've been keeping my eyes out for you, but I haven't seen you online yet.

I want to talk to you. Really. I do.

[tim_wer]

you wouldnt have to apologize for it, he'd understand why u'd say something like that. Anyway, better to just tell the truth no? :) I can tell u he wouldn't care much, he'd rather have u as his friend cuz he loves u and misses u. He keeps ur bear as his desktop so he can always remember how cool u are and never forget u. he'll keep it there till he dies or gets to talk to u again, whatever comes first. I hope u can talk to him soon. if you dont, he's gonna come find u and backhand u if u dont :p

love,
tim

[soph]

Have you heard from Jessi at all? I'm so worried about her. :/ I haven't heard anything from her or seen her.

And Jessi, if you read this, do get in touch. I still worry.

[tim_wer]

she sent me an email about 2 month ago, so I think she's ok. I wish she'd be a little more forthcoming with me tho. :( ya I care about her too, if u hear from her again drop me another comment.

thanks,
tim

[anonymous]

i bet you felt like you have lifted a big burden from your shoulder when you wrote this. maybe you felt that writing this absolve you. but you are so cunning in the way that you write, that you apologise for something without ever actually saying what it is. so your not really apologizing.