Boyfriend: Jon ( Read more... )

So last night, Jon came by to drop off my sunglasses (i forgot at his house) and brought me a coffee, aww. Carlos came through, and I ended up heading to his house after work. When I got to my car, there was a bouquet on my windshield, two roses with a note from Jon, saying he's enjoyed spending time with me lately, aww!!! Ok so I called and ( Read more... )

Everything really is just as I want it to be. I am happy which means my job is going well, my friends rock, and I am sexually satisfied. (plus since medicated, I haven't had a blow up with that anxiety of mine). I have a new crush, he's a big sweetheart, but it something that is going to go very slow this time. We have been friends for a bit, and I ( Read more... )

So I am officially crazy. Being medicated maybe isnt such a bad thing. Maybe it will make me see things for the way the really are. All this anxiety and crap makes me so worked up. I had a pretty bad break down the other night, really for no reason. I woke up the next day feeling completely drained, but with the intentions of taking much better ( Read more... )

I hate bad weather because I can not drive in it at all. Ugh. So I am going to buy a car bra. I know it sounds lame, but when your car looks like mine, you'll understand. I think I have to fix the hood though, bc as of now, it doesnt open at all. And I am out of windshield fluid!! And with all this crap on the roads, that sucks ( Read more... )

So it seems like everything is going well. I got my promotion at work, and nici was fired. Carlos is being normal, which is great, and it doesnt seem like returning to Simmons is going to be hard. The girl I talked to said they will probably just have me write a short statement on why I want to return, ha ok. So if things keep going well then I ( Read more... )

i hate to say it, but valentines sucked. he was a jerk, and though i doubt he realizes it, im upset. Why cant guys just be nice and not have to make us feel dumb when we are just trying to be cute. I sent him a text saying something about it being valentines day, and he took as a sacastic rude remark as if i thought he were oblivious to what day it ( Read more... )

Have you ever kissed someone...

on the cheek.
on the lips.
in my room.
in their room.
of the same sex.
of the opposite sex.
younger than me.
older than me.
with black hair.
with curly hair.
with blonde hair & blue eyes.
with flaming red hair.
with straight hair.
shorter than me.
taller than me.
with a lip ring.
with a piece of clothing missing.
with a piece ( Read more... )

School is very cool. Nick (a friend I lost in the breakup) is in my brothers class, and we hung out for a bit after class, and I saw his mom and dad, who were like second parents to all of us in high school. Aww, it was happy ( Read more... )