no resolution, in conflict-i feel, trapped, by all the sadism, massochism- underdevelopedment of strife\
it doesnt matter- what she says, that could or may hurt me- i still need to take back control, of my mind-drama, vein drama, vanity in drama. Blame and drama.

I watch, as death crawls up my sleeve, and into my veins...this is prob from an old verse, from a book, written truths, from long ago----If i could face, failure, in this darkness, and not die of aches, that bleed into the kidneys-----where would my old conditions be? If i were free, from delluusion ( Read more... )

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the magician appeared again, before i clicked, "choose for me" as the screen advised card, meaning, I can manifest anything i put into practice, (good or bad) lets say good. as an advice, it said, I procrastinate too much, but i will attend to higher ways of thinking. ANd my runes (which i forgot to put here out of laziness) said that in the future ( Read more... )

The Shadow Truth spread provides insight into your attitudes and hidden feelings. This spread is used when you are having trouble confronting something, or fear that you are concealing something from yourself. The International Icon Tarot renders traditional occult symbolism in Swiss iconography. It is a humorous and direct approach to divination, ( Read more... )

I want to believe.

Theres so much i want to do. My life...has been a long dark journey. Ive only realized that....coming from highschool..till this age 2015. Some time in July....when the Christians are coming forward crying out about the end of the world. As we/i know it.


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The Elementary and Secondary Education Act (ESEA) was passed as a part of President Lyndon B. Johnson's "War on Poverty" The act  funds primary and secondary education.[1] It helped young kids who grew up in poverty grant equal access to education and it also established high standards and accountability.

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Tarot for Anonymous


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So in the news recently,  Israel attacking Palestine...Gaza specifically.....i have a friend who lives in Israel..and well hes a doctor, whos sympathetic towards the "soldiers"...but they are ethinically cleansing their land of Muslims like they were being ethnically cleansed in Germany!!! what a bunch of religous b-s ( Read more... )