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i havent been to school all week. except wednesday. but that was when i thought i could handle stuff. blehh. yesterday i layed around and watched aqua teen hunger force and gilmore girls and stuff. then, i alphabatized my cds. i have like 70 something. then i took everything out of my dresser and hung it all in my closet. then i organized it all ( Read more... )

sorry about the last entry. i dont know how i screwed it up.

my day was hell. allow me to explain.

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LANGUAGE- i slept. i was really tired cuz i only got like a half hour of sleep last night.

SOCIAL STUDIES- we played some stupid football game. yeah. oh well i slept through that too. blake got brown highlights. he puts kyle to shame.

GYM- yes, i slept. on those little matress thingys on the balcony. ( Read more... )

everybody's screaming
i try to make a sound but no one hears me
i'm slipping off the edge
i'm hanging by a thread
i wanna start this over again

so i try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
and i can't explain what happened
and i can't erase the things that i've done
no i can't

how could this happen to me?
i made my mistakes
i've got no where to run
the ( Read more... )

okay. more of my random thoughts and feelings and such. if you dont like what i have to say, then dont fucking read it. its that simple.

i am just... indescribably sad. im pretty sure things are going to be okay, but never the less, im sooo worried. my mom has to have surgery on jan 17. i think they said its in the early stages, so it can most ( Read more... )

i love my mom so much, shes one of my best friends. i hope she gets better.

( mommy )

i stayed home today. my mom has cancer. im not supposed to know, but i do. shes going to die. of cancer. my mom is going to die. my dad keeps trying to make me feel better. i really just wish he would leave me alone. im crying so bad. im gonna go try to go to sleep. goodnight.