wont be online, just call 256-2744

ok so heres the thing, theres this complete and total jerk in my fourth who thought it would be really cute to make a comment about mexicans, saying that they smell bad, and i was like, that was really racist, now usually, it prolly wouldnt bother me, but i got really mean, and yelled at him, and thats usually not me, i think i got all defensive ( Read more... )

well i never ever write anymore, but here goes anyways... so nothing really cool has happend, but todays JAMES RAYLEE HAMBYS birthday, hes sweet 16  :) yay... welps.. i talked to Josh today, it wasnt a pleasent conversation, his ex hoe, i mean girlfriend called, and they got in a big fight, she just found out h transfered to a diff school. haha, ( Read more... )

well i never update anymore, my life isnt all that exciting. but anyways, i talked to justin to day on the fone... for like an hour or so. we talked about well nothing really specific, but he thinks hes stupid, and i totally disagree.. and its irritating. i almost wish that he could see himself, how i see him. well anyways, the past few weeks, i ( Read more... )

i HATE you, its as simple as that.

i LOVE you, thats all that matters.

la de da...

Josh and I wont be able to talk much anymore:(

Tony went back to State yesterday:/

Justin may be coming home soon:D

ever felt like a complete jerk. uh yea.. i defintaly feel it now. it sucks. i cant believe i was so dumb to say that. im just so confused, he wasnt supposed to hurt me, he was supposed to be the one who cares... maybe it was me all along, this is probably all someway my fault. i wouldnt blame myself for my dumb mistakes, b/c i make a lot of them. ( Read more... )

ok so florida was fun. im bored. back in school and it bites. hard ass classes. i miss the beach, the loud waves crashing, reminds me of all the loud noises i hear n my head. i wish someone would tell me something. justin isnt going to be on the net nemore :( makes me so sad. i just wish i knew what the hell i did wrong. yea, ima screw up. well i ( Read more... )

yup... we made it here, after what seemed like a freaken eternity... yea anyways, so ry and i get the damn idea to stay up all night, after me wakeing up at 5 to get here. so we did, and i was dog tired finally going to sleep at 7 30 am my time, well, then i was up at 9 for brekafast then bed again at 9:30 for more sleep, up for good at 12. so ( Read more... )

i leave saturday.

i like justin, and i told him.

Jess*ca.