We spent the night lit listening to Miles Davis
Said it makes you wanna fall in love
but be smart enough to keep your distance
You cant decide....you cant decide

We're gonna die like this you know
Miserable and old
Really gotta hand it to you

I'll keep you my dirty little secret,
Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
My dirty little secret

^_^

Is it okay that i still feel used? Hurt? god somedays are great and somedays are terrible. He's sitting next to me, but he still has no idea. I cant have him, i dont want him, i just want what i gave him back, all of that trust. I want it back, he doesnt deserve it from me. He doesnt deserve anything from me.

Sometimes i just want to hide away

:

Well

Life is getting better for me

I am still angry about a few things

But im at least being nice to him

If thats all i accomplish, at least im being nice

God i hate boys a little bit still

<3

This wound will heal

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Maybe a possible song....we'll see

The words "i love you" pour from your mouth
like blood from a wound
this will not easily heal
So take your soul and your broken goodbye's
I lay dying by myself

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