Comments | jessid: the truobles of my mind

jessid

the truobles of my mind

Feb 20, 2004 10:37

So my bigness weakness is definitely my thought process....I think too much and fuck myself over from a lot of things. So life in Tennessee, I thought was gonna be easier or laid back or w/e. Ya know? But I come here and I stop goin to church I start hanging out with two faced alcoholics and drug addicts. I cant take it anymore. I know if I stay ( Read more... )

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awww kissme2wice February 20 2004, 08:44:55 UTC

jess dont worry about it. god will give u the time of day! he always will! let him tell u what he wants u to do. u have to think too that even if u do come to the conclusion that comin back here is better, where would u stay and work and all that stuff? any decisions u do make, just make sure u completely plan ahead, then u wont fall. and as far as while yer down there right now, if u know u dont wanna do those things and u know there r other things u should be doin...then do that. start goin to church, quit hangin out w/ those people, stop the drinkin n stuff...if thats what u really want. u always have the ability to change and god will help u w/ it if u ask.

luv u girl!
miss u!

coke

blackpradagun February 20 2004, 09:06:40 UTC

Jessica, its berto. I dont want to give some nice happy speach or anything cause it wont help, but I want you to come back. I dont go to Zion or anything anymore but I do miss you and I think you would be better here. We could hangout and it would be like old times. Just get away from there I dont think its helping you. i love you, and I still have a sweater that you left over here....made me think of you the other day

Roberto Ramone

hunny.... ciccogurl85 February 20 2004, 15:06:40 UTC

sweetheart...you sound like u have alot riding on your shoulders...and it really bugs me to see you going through so much all the time...its like there is never a break for you...and im really sry about that...

i really miss you...even tho we had a hard time with me basically being the reason y we didnt talk i still really miss you...you coming back to michigan would b great! i would recommend not moving into Fraser...start somewhere "Fresh" and new...for yourself...please dont think that im being mean by saying that i think u shouldnt move back to Fraser...i just think that if i was in your position i would want to start out moving back in a new area...

either way...come home sweetheart...there are alot of people that miss you here...not just me!!

starfish1987 February 20 2004, 15:26:09 UTC

Hey...I'm prolly one of the last people you wanna hear this from. But you help me throught a lof of shit, and i'm gonna help you out. I can't say i know what you're going through with the whole moving out thing but...i can say this. like,eventhough we don't talk anymore, and we haven't talked since you graduated. there's not a day that goes by that when i'm like driving past your apartment that i think "i wonder how jessi's doin, i wonder if shes okay" i know you probably view me as "one of those two faced bitches" but...i mean what happened with amber. was an honest mistake, as soon as it come out of my mouth i was like "oh, no. just kidding" plus...that was the night i puked on brandon henely's g-ma. (ehhh..) i'm goin through the same thing right now with drugs/drinking. like i really need to stop doing all of that and start going back to church..when i realized that i could'nt be happy anymore w/o somehting in my system then i knew...liek wed night (on a church night at that) i hung out with Fawn, and she was blazed and it was all ( ... )

Hey Sis turtlehermit February 23 2004, 18:29:47 UTC

Hey Jess I just thought I'd go ahead and let you know that even though I love you so much and don't like having you in a different state than me I really think you should go to Michigan. I've officially fucked up my life beyond any recognition and there's not much that I care to do about it right now. I don't want you to do the same thing as me! You have always been good for the most part you've almost always hung out with the "wrong people" but you always managed to seem to have it together for the most part I suppose it's natural for you but I really don't want to see you lose that! Ok this is serious. What I want you to do is go to Michigan start your life as an adult and do what you need to do which in my opinion is get known because with that voice of yours Jessica you can go somewhere! I know you can! All it takes is the right connections and a few good songs and you've got it made! Just don't forget the little people when u get big k? Well anyhow call me for real Jess I have some stuff I wanna talk over with you ok? It some ( ... )