i havent been in soo long and i just wanted to hate i fucking hate u...i didnt b4 but after today...looking seeing thinking i hate u i hate u sooo much....if only i had this hate like years ago i would be over it by now and now i feel like im going to be consumed by it for a long long time...why couldnt i just hate u when i should of...instead it ( Read more... )

i showed the message that i recieved from gav on myspace to my mum and dad and they are not pleased! especially my mum...and i am not amused either! if she thought he was a cunt before...well shes gunna rip his fucking balls out and ram them down his fucking throat! not to mention what my dad is going to do to him :s...and it hasnt even gotten to ( Read more... )

so? whats new? been a while since ive ventured on here :s ive been busy. work to do. friends to see. time to relax as ive passed my course :). the summer has been great so far apart from the shitty weather and the fact that my parents have fallen out. and ive just realise that my mum is a cunt just like my dad but then again i already knew that. i ( Read more... )

well people i gave it a good go and it hasnt worked so fuck it! i cant be arsed! lol i dont see it anymore so it wont bother me :D man im happyish! ah and im looking forwrd to saturday so badly i cant wait! im yet to sort out my outfit and i dont want to leave it too late like or else ill be scrapped for finding something to wear! hmmmf im so bored ( Read more... )

ive just realised...no not just realised that guys with piercings and tattoos turn me on big style! i think they are sexy as fuck! hmmm especially lip piercings woop! all i need now is a remotely decent guy with a cute lip piercing and i'll be happy :D! hmmmf! work tomorrow meh i csnt be fucked like :s ( Read more... )

last night would have been a really good night at work, and it was was ok but gav was in! what a total cunt! ah *sighs* but i guess i should listen to deborah and straff to just ignore him! i coulda just hit him last night...arrrggghhhhh! just thinking about it makes me so damn angry! now i know why my hands shake! its coz of people like him ( Read more... )

hey everybody! i had a good night last night! got up to pretty much all of my antics! lol messed about with leanne a bit :D...erm the end of the night was ok apart from jsmie being a complete cunt! anywho...because of that ive been totally head fucked all day today...its been a pretty shit day but not because the day i shit...the day is fine...ive ( Read more... )

did you know that the best things in life are free? yeah things like love and friendship...the things that should really matter to us...they are totally free. i was just reminiscing about something last night...something that meant so much to me...it was that day when gav and i went to see saw 3...lol that was funny! it was only a flicker of a ( Read more... )

i havent been the perfect person...hey noones perfect right? ive been through hell and back...and ive tried soo soo damn hard to make things work with everyone...over the past few weeks ive been getting my head around everything thats happened and to be honest im fine about everything...in fact ive never been happier...im just sick of the way gavs ( Read more... )

i havent told my mum about gav and his baby...i dont plan to or shes going to blame that affecting everything wrong in my life and its not! not totally! partly but still i cant blame that! its just one of those things that happen...anyway who cares?? when i first found out i was gunna tell her coz she knew something was off with me but i decided ( Read more... )