poor maddy....she is so sick, throwing up everything and anything. she went for a few hours and i thought she was in the clear....when she came over and threw up all over our new keyboard. thekeyboard is now in the bin.*shudders* i have had enough of the vomit!!! jess

im tired. im emotionally drained. im sad and lonely. and maddy is driving me insane.

i cant decided whether or not chels being at school is a good thing. about half the time maddy plays quietly (and there are no fights) but the other half she is constantly whining at me arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggg

jess

im worried that my depression is getting out of hand again. im back on the wagon (and kicking myself for every falling off...no matter how fun it is to be a drnken idiot) and no more drinks for the sake of getting drunk/partying.

im losing my mind

jess

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jess

so so so tired

jess

im feeling so tired sick and disgusting!!!

im miserable, ryan and i have beena t each other for 24 hours and ive been comfrt eating since friday. my concellor sucks and ive been feeling so much worse since my appointment on wednesdays.

jess

i feel sick *cries*

jess

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so tired...but the challenge is going good. im now seeing 78 on the scales, even at the end of the day (usually at the end of the day im about 2kgs heavier than the morning LOL). im feeling a bit better and started on a new multivitamin (wild for women). hopefully it will give me some more energy.

jess

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