yay...just..yay.

Pardon while I burst into flames
I've had enough of the world and it's peoples' mindless games
Pardon me while I burn and rise above the flame
Pardon me, pardon me I'll never be the same

Time stood still

nothing in my control turns out well.

I'm givin it up. I have to start from scratch...but I'm startin FRESH.

I don't wanna lose you, but I've already lost enough of me to go any further. I'm sorry I got so mad earlier, I just really felt like you guys should have been there. Go see it even if it's w/o me. Just...see it.

although some of you guys think i'm a terrible, heartless bia. I may be that sometimes and i know i was at one point....a big one. i LOVE sam. I did and continue to. Of all people, I didn't want to hurt him. Especially him because he'd never done anything to me. he was all i had but i didn't let him see that and now i'm not allowed to think that. ( Read more... )

...I always wanted to be your first kiss...

...I guess I can't get everything anything I want....ever

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