Alex and I brought a handel of dirty Bacardi rum to Kobe. First shit we say is, "get a pitcher of your best Dr. Pepper, We're here to get MESSED UP!" (because you can't say fucked up in a restaurant) I broke my phone, passed out on Luke's stairs, called people apparently, called Luke the wrong name, forgot Randy's birthday... Yeah, it was a damn ( Read more... )

I stayed sober for the past few days and it really scares me what alcohol does to my friends. --- goes crazy and drives, I've been hiding her keys from her but its hard considering all the times I didn't hide her keys and she's driven... and driven me home. --- is doing drugs I never thought he would touch and it worries me as I see him randomly go ( Read more... )

the realization hits that you lost your first love ( Read more... )

I am a fuck up. yeeup.

My room mate is a princess bitch. I always thought Micheal Lyn would be my worst room mate but at least she cared about others and made my summer interesting. Jen now has stayed up for two nights yelling and bitching at her boyfriend. Last night around 4 I was fucking hungry and pissed at the bitching. I went outside and found 2 random drunk boys ( Read more... )

I keep feeling like I'm on the verge of a breakdown and I don't know what to do. I quit my job and ran away to Tomball. Worst idea ever. Now I'm stuck here with my crazy mom though its really nice seeing my sisters ( Read more... )

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somehow it came up that I was a bastard, a fatherless lil mistake. Someone commented how mistakes always make mistakes. If you're life is a mistake then every choice made is made with the impilcation that its going to be wrong. I don't know, whatever. I wish you never exsisted, I wish I didn't have to exsist within these choice boundries. Yes or no ( Read more... )

we stayed up watching neverland and then talked for 2 hours... Yes, sorierty girls and I talked an actual conversation that was worth something. Basically, when you grip sand it goes away but if you let it loose in your hand it stays. I need to stop waiting around for someone that can't find the time to call. I am going to actually erase his number ( Read more... )

We think that I was slipped something but we're not sure. Thank God Chris was there because he made me go back into the apartment as some guys were trying to get me back to teh party. Basically, I'm a drunk dumbass who won't drink again for a while.