if you want to know about the happy side of my life read my previous post ( Read more... )

someone is in the shower and I need to take out my contacts. I was tired and then I ate a lot so I am not as tired. I feel like I am rehashing everything in my life and I see no sign of closure for anything. Things have been better these past two weeks than before. Today was a good day. Yesterday was a good day (minus the physics test that is). ( Read more... )

some current random thoughts ( Read more... )

i wrote this yesterday but never got around to posting it ( Read more... )

OK by this time i am sure that nobody cares about my list. BUT i will give you one more very explicit hint (because the entire purpose of this was to give whoever got it right this cd that i made). and by one explicit hint i mean several, and if by this time tomorrow if no one has it or no one has replied because they think i am incredibly lame ( Read more... )

here is a challenge for y'all. anyone who can tell me what all of these songs have in common gets a free mix cd & you get to be my official valentine ^o^ (thats my offical 'gasping in surprise' face in case of confusion). even if you don't want to be my valentine or don't want the cd you should still reply because you will feel especially clever i ( Read more... )

i have no motivation to do anything right now, more specifically i have no motivation to do any of my work. i dont even have any desire to hang out or go out or do anything fun. this school has sucked the life right out of me. i found out wednesday evening that two of my good friends here are transferring next year. this coupled with another friend ( Read more... )

well i havent written in a while so i guess i should. the reason for this is probably because this last week has been one of my most challenging, for the quarter, for this school and maybe for my life in general. anyway, it is over now and i am hoping for better things ( Read more... )

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whew! third week is winding down, which is probably a good thing since it was especially hectic for me. i would just like to say thank you to all of my friends who took the time out to wish me a happy birthday, the calls, emails, ims, songs, cards and presents all really meant a lot to me. i think i can safely say that my 'golden' birthday has been ( Read more... )