went out last night. got drunk. saw josh, he says he wants to get back together. im really surprised that he missed me that much. i got home and got sick and threw up. i woke up this morning stumbling around, half drunk. and i have had a headache all day ( Read more... )

went to curves this morning. the day i get measured again is the 13th. hopefully i will have lost some lbs or inches. first thing i need to do is stop eating fast food everyday for lunch ( Read more... )

people who i didnt think read my journal have been reading it. i guess theres good and bad to that ( Read more... )

the show last night was fun. during the first song my strap fell off my guitar which SUCKED. but other than that and some PA problems it was ok. i spent the majority of the night hanging out with cute paul and kyle. my friends from simi valley that live in seattle came to the show. so did an internet friend and most of my other friends ( Read more... )

we are playing the voyeur tonight. im excited ( Read more... )

i got my med refills for 5 months. finally, i am sick of having to go and bug my doc every month for 1 refill each time. im really happy cuz she upped my ritalin to 10 mg, but she wrote out the prescription for 60 pills... so thats 10 mg twice a day. im excited ( Read more... )

so far i havent had a very stable reltaionship with josh. we start hanging out, he tells me we cant see eachother. then we start hangnig out and he asks me to be his girlfriend. then he dumps me on valentines day. then we start hanging out again and he tells me he doesnt ever think he could get sick of me. then last night he tells me he doesnt want ( Read more... )

so josh called yesterday morning and we ended up haning out last night. i think we are going to secretly see eachother until he can get up the nerve to tell the other josh about me. im excited because i really like him ( Read more... )

guess what i got for valentines day ( Read more... )

today is valentines day. last night kyle called me while i was at the brotherhood and apologized for not staying at my show. he also asked me if i wanted to make another day a valentines day for us. so sweet and very unlike him. he'll be here this coming weekend ( Read more... )