live. love. die. she did all.

[jessiethe1st]

my grandma died tonight. i haven't cried an extensive amount. its just like "i knew it"; the eternal shock hasn't set in quite yet, right now i'm in "i can't believe it" mode. i was close to her. the closest i've ever gotten to any grand-relative. she was my mom's best friend. there is so much of her i'll cherish. so much i'll miss. so much that

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[natalyly]

Oh, Jess, I'm sorry.

I know that doesn't help, but still.

I think what we need to remember that no matter how short her life was, she lived it, look at what she has accomplished. Read what you just wrote about her. Who she was made you love and admire her so much. And isn't that all we can aspire to in life? To be loved, admired, and respected by the people we care about? Only a few are so lucky, really.

She will be missed, but she will never be forgotten.

[jessiethe1st]

thank you, you did help.

I'm SORRY Jess

[anonymous]

O i just read this entry Jess. I'm really sorry about ur grandma. Cancer sucks, i'll agree with you on that one. I have much experience with what ur going through so if you ever do need to talk i'm hurr!

-Jeff-

[anonymous]

im so sorry Jess, you can talk to me anytime if you want.

Rachel